Guilty

Night comes again

Going to bed, ready to sleep

It’s 01.00 am

Turn around, can not sleep

Something lingering my mind makes me hard to breathe

Don’t want the tears falling down again to my cheek

But, help!! I can’t keep my mind from drifting

There is big guilty feeling

I’ve done what I shouldn’t have done

I’ve not done what I should’ve done

My lack of self integrity makes me mad

Now this feeling punishes me so bad

Make me promise won’t do the same again

It’s 4 am

Please let me take a rest

I’ll start again and do my best