A Thought

It didn’t hurt anymore because it didn’t matter. Overtime, that thing I don’t wanna remember become meaningless. Nothing worthy in there. I am trying to achieve my dreams, and what it hurts is when I feel my dreams so far away. I always know i wanna be a bigger people. My dream is bigger than marriage and marriage didn’t equal achievement

Now I See

It is funny when
I look back and see
there are many things I don’t understand before
Now I know how Peter Pan felt
about fear of growing up,
about the sadness that sneaks out inside
when looking into the window
of the kids that growing up
Feeling left behind
Everyone says you are wrong
You are unrealistic and insane
So you better went to your dreamland
Yours made up imagination
Where you shelter in your isolation
At some point, you feel lonely and hope someone will join you
So you can have fun together
But no one comes
You still don’t want to let them be right
So you fly with your magic dust and those happy thoughts
Teasing all human walking on earth
You are free but at the same time not belong to anywhere
You are happy but at the same time sad and lonely
Now I understand perfectly well why Peter Pan didn’t want to grow up
why Mulan went to the war