In the middle of busy and boring day
Your mind starts to wander
Aimlessly
To the memory lane
Going autopilot to the time when it was sweet
But then you get caught up too much in the past
Busy in your head
You’re dealing with the past
Anger and hate come alive again
Feeling it was unfair, about something happened back then
The wound still unhealed, it is still bleeding
You feel the pain again
It shouldn’t be that way, I should have, If only I could turn back the time
Forms of regrets and not letting go yet
Make you restless
Unrealize you’re losing the present
So then, everytime my mind starts to take a flight backward
I tell myself, no thanks, I don’t want to remember
Then somehow I feel better
Because the best thing is always laying ahead
Viladev 