The Last Chance

What can pay back my stupidity?

The high was not worth the pain

When the regret was the only thing that left

Victimized my ownself

Now I take back the power

My responsibility that I put on someone else’s hand

Someone so reckless that treat me like a garbage

Yes I regret, not because I was losing you 

But because I let you made me broken

I should treasure myself more

Why should I stay for someone that only want to see me cry

Now I see, he is sick mentally

Uncapable to loving sincerely

What I was hoping for?

For him to changing?

Who am I kidding?

We’ve broken, there’s no point putting back the pieces

It will only hurt more

That’s it

The last chance for you

It was ended that way

I’ve tried my best

But then I see you not worth my pain

Nothing left

There is nothing I can do

You ended it that way

You are gone forever

I have no choice but to move forward

You’ve passed away to me

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Wu Wei

Life feels stuck

Lack time but still wasting time

Uncomfortable and restless

Distracted mind

Need to move fast, get to the destiny soon

In the flow with my element

Wu wei

Not You

It’s not you but the memories of you

That make me feel so fragile and numb

I can still meet you personally

But things will never be the same anymore

It’s not you that I am losing, it’s the time

We can’t never recover the losing time

This feeling leaves me with the blank stares and an empty hole in my heart

Turn Back

Turn back, erase

Turn back, make it right

Out of control

Out of mind

Too much emotion made me irrational

What else left behind?

When you had gaven all you have to a men

that may not really love you