So I’ve been gone lately
Disappeared for more than weeks
I think even more than a year
Laughs and tears
Been running and jumping
Dating and dancing
Tasted life and tried so many new things
To pack your bag and just go traveling
To smile and sing
To feel the wind
And trust your gut
I am glad to have nothing to do
In the morning, all the time for me
No obligation, no interaction
Just nature and my imagination
He learned the language just so he can understand me better
He showed me the fantastic scenery just so I know how beautiful the world is
He celebrates my birthday every year just so I remember the day I was born is special no matter how old I am
And voice inside my head is asking
Is this love?
I wish you know how I felt that day
Face full of tears
Crying without reason
Feeling broken
My room was dark
All windows were closed
Eyes were staring to the empty space
My mind was wandering
My soul was searching
My body was freezing
I didn’t feel alive
But now, now I feel better
So much better
My heart is full of gratitude
I think I grow a little bit
From the pain, I felt in the past
A clock on my wrist
I saw its needle was moving
I heard it was ticking
Time is priceless, isn’t?
Then why you left me stranded?
The voice inside my head keeps whispering
Reach me out before I disappear
The time is running out
Tonight I feel a little bit lonely
No ideas what to do
Romantic stories are nice to read
But why I am still lonely
Sometimes I want to say I miss you
But I don’t even know whom I should say to
I have no lover
My heart feels cold and lonely
Time flies so fast
Many tasks
I wonder sometimes
Do you still remember me?
When my wish and my action
Do not match the line
My self-integration diverse
I don’t feel like knowing who I am
So, do you still remember me?
It feels good but
It was wrong
All the pleasure comes followed by
Guilt
The happiness that tastes like a sin
Short term
Just temporary
Eyes wide open
Heart beats faster
All of sudden
I’m in love again
Unspoken words
Too much hesitant
Afraid of criticism
Once in a lifetime
You just want to be
Fearless and carefree
