Restless soul

I come back to you again

Not a man

But blank white paper

No one is as good as you

These days, I am not doing well

or so I thought

My mind is easily distracted

I can’t accomplish my tasks

My emotion is not in control

I cried at random times

I miss home

but I do not know way to go back home

I am feeling lost

and tired and hungry and angry

and sad and worry

and I do not know

it is the same old story

and you are frozen in times

repeating the pattern

until when?

Time’s up

I wear out

little by little

every time the clock ticks,

I don’t know until when

I could hold on

gotta be strong

gotta be strong again

but then

I walked in the circle

No help for grown up


and so

I am gone

Return Home

So I’ve been gone lately

Disappeared for more than weeks

I think even more than a year

Laughs and tears

Been running and jumping

Dating and dancing

Tasted life and tried so many new things

To pack your bag and just go traveling

To smile and sing

To feel the wind

And trust your gut

Is this love?

He learned the language just so he can understand me better

He showed me the fantastic scenery just so I know how beautiful the world is

He celebrates my birthday every year just so I remember the day I was born is special no matter how old I am

And voice inside my head is asking

Is this love?


I wish you know how I felt that day
Face full of tears
Crying without reason
Feeling broken
My room was dark
All windows were closed
Eyes were staring to the empty space
My mind was wandering
My soul was searching
My body was freezing
I didn’t feel alive
But now, now I feel better
So much better
My heart is full of gratitude
I think I grow a little bit
From the pain, I felt in the past



A clock on my wrist

I saw its needle was moving

I heard it was ticking

Time is priceless, isn’t?

Then why you left me stranded?

The voice inside my head keeps whispering

Reach me out before I disappear

The time is running out