The Kindest Soul

The kindest soul is the children’s soul

With their innocent eyes and vulnerable words

Honesty is their code but then they get hurt

Liars are everywhere, take over their naivety

Their purity was stained by the cruelness of hungry heart

I want to shelter their pure, kind, naive heart

So please always be true to yourself

Keep that little kid living in you

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Hurts

The truth is

It hurts when someone you trust

Treat you like a trash

Happy New Year 2018

Don’t broken the silence, let me enjoy this moment

The fresh atmosphere of the night air

About going to the end of this year

I am glad I make it through

My heart is full of gratitude

It’s the end of 2017

The mark of my turning point

Best Thing Ahead

In the middle of busy and boring day

Your mind starts to wander

Aimlessly

To the memory lane

Going autopilot to the time when it was sweet

But then you get caught up too much in the past

Busy in your head

You’re dealing with the past

Anger and hate come alive again

Feeling it was unfair, about something happened back then

The wound still unhealed, it is still bleeding

You feel the pain again

It shouldn’t be that way, I should have, If only I could turn back the time

Forms of regrets and not letting go yet

Make you restless

Unrealize you’re losing the present

So then, everytime my mind starts to take a flight backward

I tell myself, no thanks, I don’t want to remember

Then somehow I feel better

Because the best thing is always laying ahead

My Own Story

I will make my own story

A really good one

You don’t have to see my struggle

Don’t have to understand my down time

Don’t have to know what I’ve been going through

You are only an outsider, you don’t know me, and you don’t need to

It’s unnecessary

All you need to see is how sparkling my life zone is

How I am so lucky, got everything I want to

Always smiling and never cry

Make you envy me until you wish you were me

On My Own

It was white and breeze

Pleasant weather

The wind blowed, full of hopes

Time flies fast, memories fade

I am happier than ever now

I am getting used to your absence

And you missed many special moments in my life

You were never there, and I become more self dependent

I can feel the freedom to be on my own

Separation

If you want to let me go I will not hold you back

I have not said goodbye yet

But I will not ask you to stay

I am watching you, chosing your way

In silent and take no action

Voices

Whispering

Screaming

Voices inside my head

Blaming me again?

I take too much guilty

Can’t bear it anymore

These weights are drowning me

Make me want to pull the trigger

Shut myself off

So I don’t have to hear those voices

Free Fall

Sometimes I feel the urge to runaway

To disappear from my life

Sometimes I feel unbearable sadness

I wish I could drowning and stoping the pain

Sometimes I want to jump to the deep sea

And see

What will happen next

Will it be the scene for my ending

Could there’ll be someone to save me

Although I know I could be strong by my own

But sometimes

Sometimes

I just want to free fall and never come back