Separation

If you want to let me go I will not hold you back

I have not said goodbye yet

But I will not ask you to stay

I am watching you, chosing your way

In silent and take no action

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Voices

Whispering

Screaming

Voices inside my head

Blaming me again?

I take too much guilty

Can’t bear it anymore

These weights are drowning me

Make me want to pull the trigger

Shut myself off

So I don’t have to hear those voices

Free Fall

Sometimes I feel the urge to runaway

To disappear from my life

Sometimes I feel unbearable sadness

I wish I could drowning and stoping the pain

Sometimes I want to jump to the deep sea

And see

What will happen next

Will it be the scene for my ending

Could there’ll be someone to save me

Although I know I could be strong by my own

But sometimes

Sometimes

I just want to free fall and never come back

Intimidation

Do you feel the same if I am happy?

Then just let me go

Don’t you know

You are the one causing me unhappiness

Your presence gives me depression

Your force makes me tremble

Your kingdom needs me to walk with chain on my foot

Lock me out of the dreams I meant to be

Your power over me

Intimidation is your key

That pattern can not win my heart

Don’t You

Don’t you get tired
playing the same old movies in your head
then the old picture just keep flashing back
Because I do
Why don’t you
let me enjoy a new story
where hopes and dreams become reality

Take Me to The Place

Take me to the place I’ve never been

Tell me the stories I never hear

Better choose the good one

Then sing me lullaby

At this vulnerable times

I feel so fragile

And I need someone while I have no one

I guess I need to get used to being alone

Shut my self off and

just bring this heavy broken pieces on my shoulder

Save all the hopes in my prayer